Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Sunday, May 08, 2005It's been 2 days after the match with mjc. We lost 5-0. i was upset we lost so badly, but i knew for most of them, it was their first time in the court, and to be able to face such a strong opponent so bravely, i believe they deserve a round of applase. i know some felt depressed to the bottom cos they lost, while others are just more determined to work harder, whatever it is, i salute u for ur courage to stand there and go all out to fight for tpjc, and we will all work harder together, an next time, we'll be the ones celebrating. =)for now, let's all work hard on our studies and do our best for our match with tjc. =x haha! okay, whatever it is, i'm glad the girls team are so united and i hope we'll be united with the boys team soon and be a whole united tpjc team!!! yuppie!! haha... okay okay, shall stop crapping... So after the tournament, me, mei yi and liyi went for somg fest, it was alright, though many people felt the dance fest was much better as the crowd were more hype and responding. But whatever it was, isure felt the emcees made a good couple together... hehe! okay, so i left early, thus i don't know the results. =X I was really exhausted after a whole day of work. i mean we had sports day in the morning, did i mention that? i don't think so... yup, now for sat. i went kayaking yesterday!!! wohoo!! but it wasn't really fun, more of tiring. and its unfair! everytime i want to get tan, the sun just refuse to shine. hmph! now it looks like its gonna rain, and i've got dragon boat later. unfair unfair! and to think people keep telling me to go kayaking and u'll sure get tan.. bleah... anyways, i just hope things turn out as i planned later, i don't want to carry so much stuff around... hehe... so its mother's day today... HAPPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS, which includes me... haha! a note to my mum (i bet she'll never read it in a million years): dear mum, i know i haven't been the best daughter, in fact, i haven't been the kind of daughter u aspired to have, and in fact, there were many a times u've wondered why u even gave birth to me. Sometimes i wonder to, but i guess it's God's will to be like that. I can't say u've been the best mother, but u've definitely given up what an ideal mother would. u gave up all ur material needs for ours, and i sincerely appreciate that. i admit, there are times i can't help but blame u for some things that happen in my life, and sometimes i can't help but wonder why u just can't sit down and talk to us like friends, just like how some other mothers would to their child. but then again, i remember your past and i found the reason. u've never had the emotional comfort i now seek in my friends, and u've been on ur own all along. i admire your courage to walk through life however hard, and i want to learn it too. u're conservative, and its good to some extent, and i know u care, but sometimes the harder u pull me back, the harder i want to go, and its my fault, i must learn how to keep myself and hand, and i will try. i know you want someone smart so u can match up to my cousins and prove to granny that u have smart kids too, and hope that she wouldn't be bias anymore, i empathise with u for all the unjust treatment u've received, but i hope u realise i'm no genius. li rong and yu wei are cleverer by nature, and u put ur hope in them, but i wish u'd realise i'm trying to. i don't stay in sch to socialise, why would i? just what kind of pple do u think i'm mixing with? bad people? u are always that pesimisstic, i know its becos of the way u're brought up, but believe me, i know how to choose my friends, and my best friends will tell me if they know somethings going to go wrong. whatever it is, maybe i haven't brought out my main point here, but my main idea of this note is to let u know that i've been trying to be the ideal daughter so u won't always go hopping mad, but i just want some time. yup, that's all. happy mothers' day!!! |